Simply corrupt

I’m upset, hurt, and angry. I’m tired, really tired. I’m tired of putting in more effort than I receive. I’m tired of holding on to nothing but false hope. I’m tired of all your lies. I’m tired of you always proving me right. I’m tired of getting my hopes up just to feel disappointed again.

I miss you, the you I met. You had such a different life, heart, goals. I miss that guy.
But it doesn’t stop me from missing the man you are today. I love you. No matter if yo don’t feel the same anymore because I want to be there for you no matter what.

P.S. I need to stop having preminisions.

Eating my feelings with a salad. :/

I’m trying ridiculously hard not to contact you. The time apart will do us wonders. I miss you, I miss you a lot.